world wide weh

chillaxing

2007-07-03T12:04:00.000-03:00

funny how the countryside passing bythe sun shooting holes in the cloudscan remind me of something specific in my youthplaying in a relative's field, playing the superherobut the memory's haunted by your ghostbecause you really should've been therewe should've been kids togetherwhat if, you know?funny how there's crosses and flowers passing bysaying "someone died here"just as abruptly as you

oh my god, Dylan

2007-06-22T11:59:00.000-03:00

I have a Firefox add-on called GMail Manager which sits in the corner of my status bar and lets me know about new messages in my inbox. If you hover your mouse over it, a small window pops up and shows you the first couple lines of the new messages. Pretty nifty.Last night, I saw a message from one C****** * when I looked at the mail manager, a woman's name. At first, I thought some spam had

gonna WHINE for a second

2007-05-24T10:11:00.001-03:00

Oh, btw, I've completely stopped running. My Dalplex (the mega-gym Dal runs) membership ran out when finals ended, thus my access to the indoor track was interrupted. Running outside is fine and all, but not when it's 45 degrees and windy as hell, NOVA SCOTIA I'M LOOKING IN YOUR DIRECTION. MAY'S ALMOST OVER, HELLO. My right ear has problems with cold, and especially cold wind. So, I'm gonna

tiptoe through our shiny city with our diamond slippers on

2007-05-24T09:38:00.000-03:00

HEY GUESS WHAT I'VE GOT A JOB. Yep, that's right, I've got a job. Dalhousie's Killam Library has decided their call number (letter? I forget) organziation MAKES NO SENSE, and it will now start with A on the fourth floor and wind its way down to Z on the second floor. Of course they need workers, and guess who's got the GUNS and CAN-DO ATTITUDE. Me.I'm three weeks in now, and I'm feeling new

holy shit, it's a beautiful day!

2007-04-21T13:07:00.000-03:00

After months of absolute, mind-numbing cold, the temp has skyrocketed to.... 65°F. Okay, fine, so it's not an Arkansas spring, but I'll be damned if I wasn't just outside in shorts and a flimsy t-shirt, doin' a little jig, rolling up my sleeves exposing my ghostly yet muscular (of course) arms. I went out under the guise of "hey, I'm gonna study outside :) " because my last final is tonight, but

scooters, vacation, fall

2007-04-19T11:20:00.000-03:00

'Drea and I had our second anniversary on April 7th. While we were eating Thai food (yes, I ate it and liked it), she started blasting me with questions about how my first impression of her was different from the way I think of her now, how we've changed, etc.ec.e tec.eetc. I was completely unable to answer her at first, because, really, I hadn't thought much of it. I mean, pretty much every

i will float until i learn how to swim

2007-04-19T11:12:00.000-03:00

I'm thinking about overhauling the look of this thing. I've had this gothy black look since '03 and people probably cut themselves when the see it (not just because of the writing lawl).And Samantha, you haven't made a post on your xanga blogz in like, years. How am I supposed to keep up with your shenanigans?edit: k, Samantha, I see now that you've moved the blog. FINE, thanks a LOT.

there will be no swimming in the waters of your forgiveness

2007-04-08T23:53:00.000-03:00

And I watched you there, lost in your game, and I realized for the first time that seeing you dance has always filled me with light. When I'm alone sometimes, it makes me smile. Among your other doings and ways.

Saving to Images

2007-04-05T22:14:00.000-03:00

Okay, so I'm sitting in the car outside the library because I have to stay in town while Andrea is partying it up somewhere. Why in the car? Because the cellphone battery is low, and Andrea needs to call the cell when she's done. However I'm a bit creeped out because the phone is currently taking pictures at seemingly random intervals. On its own. You see, earlier I opened the phone to find

last day of skoolz

2007-04-05T17:05:00.000-03:00

ive forgotten how to writeall the importanceall the daily doingsall the significanceall the love ive foundnone of itcomes outright

hair loss

2007-03-26T14:56:00.000-03:00

It's not that I'm failing calculus, I estimate that I'm holding a B/B- right now. It's not that I didn't study enough, although I could have studied more, sure. It's not that the test was unbelievably hard.What hurts is that I properly answered three out of five questions in my head 5 minutes after the test was over. I really must do something about my nervousness.A Google image search brought

Facebooken

2007-03-18T22:56:00.000-03:00

So, after much of my nagging, 'Drea finally caved in and signed up for Facebook. That was three hours ago. I think she's still messing with it now.What have I done? <:I should probably write in this thing more.

just wanted to let you know

2007-03-07T16:30:00.000-04:00

I know what you write. I know you feel misunderstood. I know you feel smarter than others. I know your mother's made you into an emotional pansy. I know you're reaching out for God. I know you feel like he either isn't there or isn't listening sometimes. I know you're reaching out for just about anything. I know it sucks. I know girls are fucking insane. I know school's not doing its job

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz

2006-10-26T00:00:00.000-03:00

blind are the soles of my feetbecause they can't see what they stand onbecause they don't have eyeseven if i prop them up

green fee

2006-08-11T16:25:00.000-03:00

iconography

2006-08-05T17:17:00.000-03:00

bananas

2006-08-05T16:39:00.000-03:00

Ugh, the weather here is irritating. We live next to a lake but I never feel right using it because the temp's been all over the 20s (between 70 and 85 fahrenheit). It's not refreshing at all jumping into water that feels like it's full of ice cubes, then getting out and never warming up.Going for a walk makes it seem a little hotter, but it's not enough. I feel like my summer is wasting away.

osc

2006-07-17T03:26:00.000-03:00

Oh, and Orson Scott Card rocks my socks off. Or writes my socks off.His style gets on my nerves sometimes because he has a tendency to overexplain people's reactions, but as I've progressed through the Ender series (I've read Ender's Game, Speaker for the Dead, and now I'm almost finished with Xenocide), he's gotten much better about not talking down to the reader. The reason appears obvious as

the line

2006-07-17T02:33:00.000-03:00

Dear whoever reads this thing anymore,So far Andrea and I have been in Arkansas for two weeks or something and it's been great. I find myself enjoying how new the familiarity feels with the metro area, if that makes any sense. Andrea's loving the sun and the heat, and I'm a little uncomfortable at times, but it's familiar so I feel all cozy with it at the same time.Just got back from Florida.

!

2006-06-13T14:32:00.000-03:00

Hello Raymond,Yes, we did receive everything & congratulations on being accepted. Yourletter will be mailed out today.We will need an official transcript from St Mary's once you've finished thepre-cal class.****, BScAdmissions OfficerOffice of the RegistrarDALHOUSIE UNIVERSITYTel: **** Fax: ****

french class

2006-06-01T20:21:00.000-03:00

I woke up today and realized I need this summer. Sure, kids go through school all the time, but I think I'm way too hard on myself, causing unnecessary (literal) headaches and panic attacks. After I take a test or something I always feel like a fucking idiot because I always worry more than I study. It's a constant fucking cycle.Andrea and I are going to Arkansas again in July. I wanna take

LORA YOU JERK

2006-05-09T22:41:00.000-03:00

Yeah, I know I'm a jerk. A procrastinating jerk. :is ashamed:

zomg

2006-05-07T23:41:00.000-03:00

Spending 25+ hours in a car with a CD player that won't play half of my CDRs forced us to spend quality time with the radio. It's been a long time since I've listened, but I spent half the time listening whining to Andrea about the music, and the other half silently considering slamming my face into the dashboard, wreck or not.

I read somewhere, the more you write, the better you write...

2006-05-07T23:09:00.000-03:00

which explains why my last post was so long. Most of the time when I come here, I edit the thoughts in my head before I type them out. The last post was not edited at all. And then I didn't post for days.Newfoundland was fun. Almost like a foreign country to me; I could've sworn some of the people I met were from Ireland. The 10 hour drive from one side to the other was horrid, not only

bippity

2006-04-23T11:23:00.000-03:00

So, I'm in the middle of a book called The World Is Flat: A Brief History of the Twenty-First Century. By Thomas L. Friedman. Yep.Anyway, when the guy doesn't sound like an advertising about the rest of book (i.e., "As I stated earlier in MY book...", "As I will prove later in MY book"), he makes quite a few interesting points about globalization, and more importantly, even though this is a

Hi, Canada. :)

2006-04-09T00:11:00.000-03:00

Yesterday marked a full year.Lately, I've been at a loss of stuff to write about my little angel lady sweetheartface. Sometimes I'll think of something that's HOT AWESOME, but I normally let it pass. Posting it on the blog seems to tarnish the epiphany or whatever. Aside from that, I'm not surprised with the "omg hotness" so much anymore. We freak out about things because we don't know them.

Dylan.

2006-04-07T08:47:00.000-03:00

I don't even watch the show myself. 'Cept when I'm at the gym with the TVs in front of me. They have like, CTV (lurch), MuchMusic (null, they act like they're MTV and play rap videos all morning :X; at night MM seems to play more rock stuff), TSN (like ESPN in the states, logo looks the same, but sports sux anyway), and Global (ugh).Anywho, Sportscenter/re just happens to be on. I can't take

Laura = Lora, yeah take that! >:C im not dum, u r

2006-04-07T08:17:00.000-03:00

My grandfather had a heart attack before I learned to speak. It was one of those 'worse' heart attacks that kill people. He survived. Distraught with the whole "omg I almost died" thing, he told the family he wanted to see me graduate high school before he left. I think about when I was smaller, sitting on grandpa's lap, asking him about the war. He loved to grow vegetables in his backyard.

In Canada, "Sportscenter" is called "Sportscentre" :/

2006-04-06T15:07:00.000-03:00

Sometimes, in the morning, if I wake up and she's not there, I freak out momentarily. I worry that it was all a dream.

dérrroule le rebord pour gagner... aucune obligation d'achat chances de gagner un prix: 1 sur 9 réponse à question subsidiaire exigée pour les rési

2006-03-14T10:04:00.000-04:00

I just spent the last 15 minutes in the throes of a spectacular battle with a damn coffee cup. Canadians have been putting up with (or falling victim to, I'd like to hope) this bullshit for years, I hear. Tim Horton's like, twice a year, has this contest called, I shit you not, "Roll Up the Rim to Win".Most cups you get from restaurants have a rim. Basically folded over paper to hold on to

echolalia

2006-03-08T11:16:00.000-04:00

post deleted for stupidity

Mulitgraph Microemission Mazriotto Magazine

2006-03-04T18:05:00.000-04:00

ok seriously

2006-03-04T17:41:00.000-04:00

I think Bitter Tea is better than Blueberry Boat (the album that was like, my number 1 for this decade). There. I said it.It's like my world's being flipped upside down.

Fuck.

2006-03-02T15:19:00.000-04:00

CS.The midterm was simple enough, especially the actual programming part. But there was waaaaaay too much shit to write. 95% of the class was still there when time was up.I was terribly behind. Although I probably didn't make less than 75% (if I make anything less than 80%, I'm fucked really, because the final will be 15x longer, and God knows I'll do worse on that), it hurts even more to know

on the 13th day of the 5th lunar month

2006-02-24T19:19:00.000-04:00

One of my favoritist bands in the whole wide had their next album leaked (it's due on April someteenth). It's called Bitter Tea.I gotta say, I shouldn't have put the grandma album (as everyone calls it) on my Best of 2005 Evar list, because it's taxing even when I have it on in the background. So, I was kinda looking forward to this dropping and totally taking me back to that first time I

this is cool

2006-02-19T00:16:00.000-04:00

videoResearch at NYU. This is where computers could/should be now.

just so i can one up andrea

2006-02-18T21:01:00.000-04:00

So, yeah, this is the CS building at the school where I'm applying to (hopefully) go next year.Figure:Yeah, CS nerds and shit. Don't know how well I fit in. I thought I was a nerd here at SMU, but the fo'realCSstudentzzz don't bathe and shave and all that unnecessary hygiene stuff. Andrea is likely going to Dal as well, so I can hang out with her and pass notes and make fun of her. She's

7

2006-02-18T17:09:00.000-04:00

much time to be shaking it upto be living and living it upwhat was wasted dreams have been dreamtonly to be really realized and crushedin a secondin your eyesas you closed themit is possible to carry the world and not notice

so heres a kitty

2006-02-18T15:35:00.000-04:00

^______________^

o canada

2006-02-18T15:25:00.000-04:00

wtf people this isnt spring.So, yeah, it's supposedly spring break, meanwhile, everything's frozen. I'm happy nonetheless. Turned in a shitty programming assignment last night after weeks of perfect scores. Wasn't intentional, but I guess I shouldn't have pushed it off so late in the week. Thought it'd take me an hour, when I ran into some problems. Lost a couple men. Enemy came down hard,

stop all the traffic jams

2006-01-29T20:38:00.000-04:00

It was only a couple sometimes ago I was three. And I remember being angry. I was pissed so much. I had to throw something. A chair, yeah, a chair, and oh, it felt great to throw that chair. Just before I had thrown a pen or something. I can't remember. It felt good, though. Then I stomped off to another room, and I slammed the door, nice and hard, to let her know I was mad. Screaming

only the further

2006-01-24T14:45:00.000-04:00

im sitting in a dark white roomi swear to god im not lyingim totally serious about thisits a damn dark white roomtotally seriousits not some stupid metaphorbecause im sitting in a dark white roomi grabbed another cd because i didnt want to wear out the one beforebut these songs are already worn outi can feel the pencils and pens and stacks of papersthe writing and the readingtheyre wearing me

Perschnuckled.

2006-01-23T10:22:00.000-04:00

Chock full of masturbaters. Blog after blog (God, my life sucks), message board after message board (omg I love eleanorrs hair i wunna do her), news article after news article ("Remember when we were the first to inform you drrr"), we love seeing our own text.What does it say about us?

and they never wanted a show anyway

2006-01-09T09:15:00.000-04:00

turn brake turn brake turn turn brake turni open the windows and breathe the solemn airbecause it's all i've got todayturn turn turn brake turn brakesomehow, my sock's folded in my shoeugh

Sad like the sky.

2005-12-27T16:22:00.000-04:00

I've never been one for reading other people's blogs. They always come off boring with the whole "went to the store today, met jimmy, hes the hot guy i know lol so anyway i took a bath later AND LET ME TELL YOU THE REST OF MY DAY" thing. Some of them more emo than others, mid-to-upper class kids complaining about lack of money, etc. I always found mine more interesting because, you know, I'm

Merry Christmas! :D

2005-12-25T11:06:00.000-04:00

come on

2005-12-20T19:58:00.000-04:00

lets see, lets seeit was 20 years ago i was still learning to movei was learning to love you, and we all know thatbutlets see, lets seeit was 3 days ago i was thinking to myselfabout trying to figure out howjust trying to feel my way throughabout how maybe itd have been nice if i had a couple thousand dollarsyep, in my walletand id drive to the jewellry store like a good manlike a proper manyep,

THIS IS THE MISSION

2005-12-17T14:39:00.000-04:00

I've gotten chubby, guys. :D

Pretentious Preemptive Best Albums of 2005

2005-12-08T19:54:00.000-04:00

Because nothing else worth mentioning is going to be released this year.I don't think I'm going to make a Top 10 or ratings thing, because it's always too hard for me to do that. I hate putting one album before the other; they're all so precious. :)Wintersleep - WintersleepProbably the best discovery I've made since coming to Canada. Singer's voice can be irritating at times ("Lipstick" or "

ASDF

2005-11-26T16:27:00.000-04:00

A link.

2005-11-19T21:28:00.000-04:00

Worth reading.

Laps.

2005-11-10T20:53:00.000-04:00

we are talking and you go that wayi can see the cracks in the pavementyou dont like this spotyou dont like it allnow you have to carry all this stuff down the stairsi could just go with youso goddamn sassyand you just go that wayi scramble for the door and the key i find my feet and i lose them againyou just keep walking that wayi could swear a raindrop just hit mebut the temperature is nice i

Winter cleaning.

2005-11-09T16:16:00.000-04:00

wut.

work

2005-10-30T15:50:00.000-04:00

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asdf

2005-10-09T00:36:00.000-03:00

Too little time.

2005-10-05T00:38:00.000-03:00

22 today.While I'm overwhelmingly happy with the situation I've stumbled into, I can't help but feel time is just slipping away from me, running over my body and swirling down the drain.the dirt washed off long ago. I need to quit spending all my time in the shower and go to work.Clock's ticking.

CAR!

2005-09-20T20:58:00.000-03:00

MEOWERS!

2005-09-12T20:07:00.000-03:00

Gnashing.

2005-09-10T14:28:00.000-03:00

I need to find a cheap host. :(Sorry for the lack of posts. School started and I narrowly escaped mediocrity for the time being. brbrbrbbrbrbrrrrrI seriously miss my pictars.

AX*34-75THSDLK92,2.3333

2005-09-06T19:02:00.000-03:00

Sadly, I loled at this.

Well, then.

2005-09-01T23:40:00.000-03:00

I'm removing all the pics and stuff from my real website for reasons that will be stated later, so none of the pictures will work here until I find a new host.Of course, I'll still post my boring thoughts in the meantime.

2005-08-30T20:15:00.000-03:00

How strange it is to be in love, and how lucky I am to have it to be in. I sat back and realized just today that, in fact, I had achieved my only true goal. If she doesn't realize how much of a douchebag I am, the rest of my life from here on will by my golden time.

Clearing brush.

2005-08-30T16:52:00.000-03:00

When we were coming upwe came up together, 14 and youngthey taught me how to smokeI taught them how to self-destructWe had our hands around our throatsShoving our hearts in our mouthwatching and learning and despisingwe had no idea what we were doingThe Ruinersswallowing our pillsshoving the tips of keys in our nosesblowing smoke into our jacketswatching and waiting and numbingA guy I knew

BONUS AWESOME!

2005-08-30T03:10:00.000-03:00

Also, got tons of pics from Maine, New Brunswick, and NS. Postin' 'em later.

I've just doubled my awesome!

2005-08-30T03:08:00.000-03:00

Got my visa. I'm legal 'til '09, Canada. Deal with it.

And all the interesting things went home.

2005-08-26T16:51:00.000-03:00

Slow for content. Minus creativity. I get lost on what I'm doing here this place is a hole. Find time. Get time.Maybe go for a walk.It's fine. I'm fine. I miss you. You're gone. Took a nap didn't feel well. More time staring at colors and words. Read an entire magazine in one sitting. Eyes hurt. I miss you. You're only at work. You're just at work.Maine tomorrow. New life. Again.

Aaaaannnnnnnd the Top 10 Worst of the Year So Far:

2005-08-22T15:19:00.000-03:00

The top 8, so close to each other, I couldn't differentiate my dislike for them. Not saying they sound alike, they just suck alike.1. M.I.A. - Arular- The Hold Steady - Separation Sunday- System of a Down - Mesmerize- 13 & God - 13 & God- Lemon Jelly - '64-'95- The Fiery Furnaces - Rehearsing My Choir - Art Brut - Art Brut- Daft Punk - Human After AllThe just plain boring albums.9. Bloc

Since I'm bored...

2005-08-22T14:41:00.000-03:00

This is a list of all the bands (that I know of, of course, I'm sure there's a gazillion) that have released albums this year, or have albums that leaked. I've only listened to half of these. :(But, yeah, makin' a Top 20 of the Year So Far. Gotta pass the time before school starts.Trail of Dead50 Foot WaveA Silver Mt. ZionAdult.Akron/FamilyAmerican Analog SetAndrew BirdAnimal CollectiveAntony

Balance.

2005-08-22T08:55:00.000-03:00

I was talking to Tom on the AIM the other day (for the first time in a while), and I mentioned that I wasn't used to 15 hours. Or taking 15 credit hours in school. Yeah, I was vague and Tom said something like, "What? You used to work all the time," referring to the time that, yes, I did, in fact, have a job and I worked 40-45 hours a week. For a long time. Heh. I had forgotten about

Bonfire.

2005-08-21T00:41:00.000-03:00

Well, as you can see I've got spiffy new links west of this post. Kinda cluttered at the moment, but I couldn't give a fuck less, seeing as how I DID IT ALL BY MYSELF!:Dedit: Oh, except for that bunny Blogger one down there. Some chick did that one probably.Anyways. :D

None too emo.

2005-08-20T14:26:00.000-03:00

Plates. Bowls. Mugs. Glasses. Wine glasses get wrapped up twice. Pots. Pans. And then to the rest of the apartment, where the dresser was, half a condom wrapper on the floor, a faded receipt (proof of purchase for cigarettes). Here's where the bed was, on the floor, this is where we first made love. This is where I sat with you eating macaroni and cheese, (pretending to be) watching a

DYLAN YOU BASTARD

2005-08-19T21:03:00.000-03:00

Where'd ya go? It's your birthday or something. Come back so I can shower you with bad jokes and banter.You're seriously missed.

Built on tortured footsteps.

2005-08-19T20:59:00.000-03:00

The anticipation will kill me. Come ooooonnnn, September 7th.

Yes, yes y'all.

2005-08-18T01:32:00.000-03:00

Fucking finally figured how some of this CSS stuff works. As you can tell by the widened horizons, I'm expanding this bitch, making room for bigger pictures and bullshit you don't want to read.

AX835TH8463-99T,3-1

2005-08-18T00:50:00.000-03:00

Made big steps in moving out of the apartment over the past two or three days. I realize I'm turning Andrea's bedroom into 'our' room. It's so fucking surreal co-owning everything, having to decide with someone else about what goes where, and no, I'm not gonna have shit pressed up against the outlets, goddammit.I honestly couldn't ask for anything more. This was what I was wanting. Sharing

AX835TH7463-09JF-29,6

2005-08-11T00:43:00.000-03:00

It's only a cycle. We lose our way. We get back on track.

AX835TH6554-TJ991-42,36,7549,0,2

2005-08-09T01:57:00.000-03:00

Took a dive into desktop drawing. My only thoughts afterward were question marks.*post format and drawing format both stolen from Lora :)*

AX895TH6445-BY51-2.

2005-08-08T19:43:00.000-03:00

Registered for classes and everything. Fucking hurry up and wait.

If you build it, they will cringe.

2005-08-03T21:26:00.000-03:00

I woke up this morning feeling lethargic. Went with the lady to help her pick out some glasses. She can't help but freak out because she's never needed them before and I can't help but laugh at her because I've had 'em for years. Her prescription and need are so miniscule anyway, so it's not like she'll be wearing them often. But her sissyness is part of the attraction. :)Anywho, I check my

God save us all.

2005-08-02T16:38:00.000-03:00

I was gonna post another emo rant here about something or other. But I forgot while I was resizing a plethora of needless pictures. But looking at them, I realized how nice Arkansas was, aside from the suffocating humidity for 8 or 9 months of the year. I guess we'll be having our wedding there. smiley faceThe past couple days I've been writing weird lyrics. Weird.Yeah.I'm writing new

Yeah.

2005-07-30T21:00:00.000-03:00

I downloaded some Flash thinger-thing and hopefully, I'll kickstart the real website and spiffy it all up for the masses of people that read my misgivings and amnesias and gargantuan problems with life and music and stuff.All 12 of you. :)

Cookies.

2005-07-26T23:26:00.000-03:00

The last one was taken by dear Andrea. Infinitely more creative than I would've done.

Someone hold my hand in the intarweb. I'm scared of the codes!

2005-07-26T02:48:00.000-03:00

My blog feels like a hospital with the color. Ah, well.

She whos sees the seas for what they are.

2005-07-26T02:29:00.000-03:00

------------------------------------------------------Just another smoggy day in Little Rock.

ARGH I HATE RAYMi!!11@2

2005-07-25T14:16:00.000-03:00

so i was like taking a piss and my ovaries were hurting and my freind Jackaloid and i took funny pictures at a goth store that was like in the middle of hell and satan was sitting there. look fluffy kittys!!!!! wanna see pictures of me??? buy my stuff! seriously im writing a book about sex sex SEX now im gonna go to sleep with a toenail that HURTS /raymiIt's not like my blog's better, really.

An old story or something-or-other.

2005-07-22T11:23:00.000-03:00

No idea what this is all about. Probably something that happened to me that day. Written on November 22nd, 2003."Don't you wish you had a fifteen inch cock?""Excuse me?""Seriously, though, wouldn't it be cool to have a fifteen inch cock?""I'd... uh, no I don't think so, Jeff.""AWWW COME OOOONNN MAAAAAAN.""I don't think there's anything to be said for sticking your dick up in a woman's

The trite oldies.

2005-07-22T11:16:00.000-03:00

I found this while scrounging around. Oh, my bleeding heart. Written January-ish 2004.i still have the key to your place that you gave me so long agothe locks been changed a couple times, too much time has passed, uselessendless fucking daysive kept all of my promises yet i cant seem to find where youve thrown yoursi stand by and watch you leavei stare at the wall and listen to your voice

"I've seen too much, you haven't seen enough."

2005-07-20T19:00:00.000-03:00

I was lying in bed a couple nights ago, staring at the ceiling. Thoughts slowly churning, reflecting on the day, being bored. The ceiling should've fallen on me; otherwise, I wouldn't be writing this bullshit.My thoughts turned to my dad, and my grandfather. How they looked in their caskets. The bodies were there. They, however, were not. And I thought about how strange it must be for me to

Niacin.

2005-07-17T23:23:00.000-03:00

Okay, I lied. I haven't resized any pictures since I said I would.brb

Oh, Potter, people obsess over you.

2005-07-15T20:51:00.000-03:00

edited: I've pissed enough people off. And I might even get sued. FUN STUFF!

Canary fly.

2005-07-14T21:49:00.000-03:00

The blog will be back on track soon. It's taking me a while shuffling through all the pictures from Arkansas and resizing them. I've been a bit more busy lately, too, so, yeah.You can stop with the emails now. I'm fine.

Instant gratification.

2005-07-11T03:31:00.000-03:00

Oh, yes, we with our cell phones and broadband internet and... and... washing machines. We all get what we want and we get it fast. I'll have the tendercrisp sandwich with just mayo, mustard, and pickles, STAT. The new Mt. Eerie album leaks months before it's release date, and that's become standard. I had the new (shitty) Coldplay joint a week and a half before it hit shelves. And I had my

The sun rises differently.

2005-06-28T18:12:00.000-03:00

It's been so odd. I was thinking I would hate the heat and the traffic and humidity and everything that Little Rock means to me, but it's been quite the opposite. In spite of everything looking a dirty brown (I don't think it's rained here in a while), all the familiarity comes hugging me. The LR skyline, the freeways under endless construction, the southern accents, Sonic, Dr Pepper, the

bling

2005-06-19T16:58:00.000-03:00

2 WEEKS ONLY!!! BACK AND CRUISIN' THE STREETS OF LIL' ROCK!!!22ND TO THE 5TH!!! AWESOME!!!

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2005-06-07T18:17:00.000-03:00

I'll be gone for a bit.See ya.

One chord verse.

2005-05-31T15:58:00.000-03:00

The chick next to me is blaring Evanescence in her headphones. It's bad enough they come from Arkansas, but I have to hear this shit in Canada?!?!?!So fucking nice today. I actually almost broke a sweat during the walk up here. Give me a week and I'll be bitching and missing winter.Speaking of bitching, heard the new Coldplay album. They really broke out the synthesizers on these songs.

Random thought.

2005-05-30T02:36:00.000-03:00

Broken letters, but the words must be fixed by now.

Hitchhiker's Guide to Horrible Translation.

2005-05-30T01:41:00.000-03:00

Jesus.Quite possibly the worst book-movie I've ever seen.Granted, I've read the book (the entire series), so I was just begging to be let down in some way or another, but good God, not a borderline suckfest. First of all, the beginning moves waaaay too fast for any newbie to get to know the characters truly, and it even moved way too fast for me, and ended too early. Goes to show you can't

Unpopular opinions make me an idiot, apparently.

2005-05-28T16:17:00.000-03:00

-Her Majesty > Picaresque-Arcade Fire suck-Pinback doesn't make solid albums-WLRRR was actually decent; everyone hates it because it's not the MG they know and love-Bloc Party suck-Good News is the highlight of MM's career-Xiu Xiu, while good and somewhat innovative, is not fucking classic-2005 has been extremely lackluster for music-After listening to Beehives and only liking half of YFIIP,

London Bridge is safe and sound, no matter what you keep repeating.

2005-05-26T17:19:00.000-03:00

I've found that this Celsius stuff has got to go. It's like 7° or something right now, but I don't give a shit; I can see my breath and it's been raining for what seems like weeks. In other words the temperature is: MISERABLE.I hate the sun as much as the next freak of nature, but I would like to see it for just an hour. Just one hour. But there's no sign of it showing anytime soon, so I'm